I need to sleep. It's not just me, as human beings we all need to sleep. But I'm too tired and selfish to think about the bigger picture right now. When I turn off the lights and close my eyes and wait for the dreams to come, those fluffy sheep to lull me away, it doesn't work.I don't have a sleep disorder. I've dreamt about it, ironically enough, and I've googled it a trillion different times. ...read more
The Career Ladder is Sometimes a Lily Pond.
Ten years ago I volunteered for a innovative new charity organisation in a big city. It was one of the best experiences with work I've had. I volunteered there for 6 months in total, I had to leave because my finances meant I had to focus on full time paid work. A while after I left, a job came up there as part of the admin team. It wasn't the department I'd been volunteering in ...read more
Jim Jam Day
Here we go again. The only full day my fiancée and I have together and we spend the day asleep. I then think its a ruined day but my fiancée seems cool with it. She says its great to have a day in bed when shes been out working all week. I just think we could have been out and doing something even though its raining and the money we have has been appointed to ...read more
The house is empty, not empty meaning no furniture but empty as in there is one body less than there normally is, The house so quiet that I can hear the kids screaming and playing in the street, That 1 body less makes a difference, It is the difference between a house filled with laughter and smiles and a house that is quiet. The dogs have their presence but still it is quiet with them ...read more