• Gutted.

    I'm disillusioned. I'm fed up. The only thing I have passion for is creativity, but nobody's hiring someone on the basis of sheer love for a craft alone. They want degree certificates, three years experience. They discouraged pursuit of creative endeavours at school, selling science as 'guaranteed future' but I'm sat here with one and a half degrees - half, because to be honest I don't even know if I'll make it to the end ...

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    Tags:
    dealing with past experiences,
    depression,
    Sad,
    unhappy
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  • Where's My Happiness

    Many pages have been filled with countless scenarios of being unhappy; our newspapers, cinemas and televisions continually spew their interpretations into our all-inviting minds. This all-consuming sadness can cloud and envelop those moments of feeling less unhappy BUT are these truly moments or does the spewing mask possibe longer minutes of happiness? Perhaps these moments of happiness are lost as we seek an all-consuming ecstatic and joyous elation to last forever; why do we seek what ...

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    Tags:
    sadness,
    music,
    moments,
    bliss,
    dancing
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  • alone forever?

    I am tired. So damn tired all the time. Life seems hard, my eyes and brain ache for the need to be good enough, to be clever and wise, to experience the happiness others must thrive on. When I was 14years old I was in a terrible place. I was taking drugs, a lot of drugs. I was in a bad crowd but I had a lot of 'friends'. they weren't real friends though because ...

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    Tags:
    lonely,
    sad,
    unhappy