• Jim Jam Day

    Here we go again. The only full day my fiancée and I have together and we spend the day asleep. I then think its a ruined day but my fiancée seems cool with it. She says its great to have a day in bed when shes been out working all week. I just think we could have been out and doing something even though its raining and the money we have has been appointed to ...

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    Tags:
    Engagement,
    Work,
    FedUp,
    Fiancee,
    Girlfriend
  • Hunger Strikes

    I need a meal! I have eaten nothing but chocolate and rubbish for the past 10 days because that's all I have at home. My girlfriends home is exactly the same. We have eaten everything from the freezer and only have a few tins of soup in the cupboard. The funny thing is when you are short of cash or have none as a matter of fact you learn to live in a totally different ...

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    Tags:
    Help,
    Hunger,
    Food,
    Low,
    Sad
  • Awake

    Why am I still awake? Im normally sound asleep at this time. Im missing my girlfriend but she said I should go stay tonight but I've just not really moved from here all evening. I also had thoughts of self harming but as I said I havnt really moved. I cant be bothered doing anything. maybe its the small amount of cocodamol I'v taken that's keeping me awake but also making me tired and feel ...

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    Tags:
    Awake,
    Cocodamol,
    Tablets,
    Sleep,
    Tired