As I sit at my computer desk pondering life. I can hear the birds tweeting outside the window. Its getting darker now. Night is coming. If this desk could talk it would speak of grueling hours of studying. Completing high school homework and studying. Then all those hours of college work then finally the grueling hours of university work. All of which is rewarding. The desk is marked with hairline scratches. All of which will ...read more
Everyone else wants to take new experiences With both hands. Sometimes I'm scared to clutch on to that dream. For security because I am scared to go out my safety zone and incase the dream is yanked out my hands. I am going to try experiences new events. That's what will give me confidenceread more
I don't usually like thinking about the future. The future is scary to me. The thoughts of everything changing. Friends moving away. I remember once being on the bus to college and thinking to myself I thought everyone else was moving forward and I was standing still. I remember looking out the bus window to the fields in the sun. I felt everyone was doing great things and I wasn't. The thing I need to ...read more
What writing means to me.
Writing gives me the freedom to express how I feel when I am at my most confused and vulnerable. The support and encouragement that I get from my 'Writing to Recovery' group gives me the opportunity to really explore the conflicting, overwhelming emotions that come from being on this journey. Through attending these meetings, I have re-discovered my passion for writing, and it has now became an invaluable coping mechanism for me. From subjects such ...read more
There is no moon to judge me by tonight No pearlescent shine upon the clouds To cast a lonely light On my indifference There is no moon. There's only dark delight In hiding, running from the world And scary sleepless night In my intensity There is no moon. There is no sky at night Or sun by day. While others live and love And do 'what's right' I seek eternity There is no moon. There ...read more