• 3-31-2017

    I don't know where to start. I don't want to make myself seem more sad than I actually am. I don't know how I feel sometimes so I just say that I'm sad. I don't know if I'm sad or just bored of life right now. I don't know why I'm here. I don't know why I'm writing this right now. But I have nothing to do and I can't stop thinking and I found ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    Thinking,
    Sad
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  • Let Me Speak

    The fear of having no voice. I scream & shout but still there’s no sound. . . I lost my voice well I thought I did. So I stop writing & I stop believing. All my misbeliefs and heartache and overthinking started consuming my mind body & soul. Not good! To put in words how, I wouldn’t even know what to start with. If I start rambling on, just let me ! I seem all ...

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    Tags:
    depression,
    suicide,
    suicidal thoughts,
    life,
    Thinking
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  • Self-pity

    Its such an adjustment getting used to living on my own. I feel like Im constantly running around to try to keep my head above water with everything that I've got to do. Between learning about who I am as a person, watching my moods, maintaining a clean living environment, holding down a job without feeling like theyre all jerks that are out to be mean to me, making it to meetings, meeting with my ...

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    Tags:
    Thinking
  • Judge or Jury

    Well, where do I begin? Its hard to be the judge in your own case but perhaps I need to not think of me as the judge but a member of the Jury and that way I might offer a more balanced view of my life. Rather than be by own best friend that I might find it difficult to comment on , what might be more useful to me would be to ask what ...

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    Tags:
    Alcoholism,
    Thinking