• Mother

    This story references abuse.

    You had me but i never had youWhy did you do the things that you'd doWhy was i made to feel like the outcast of the familyCouldn't you see the effect it would have on me You and my father filled my youth with fearEvery time you both were nearI couldn't make a noise when you had a napToo scared to talk or even run a tap As long as you got to your bingoIn Castlemilk or the ...

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  • Regret

    Regret postpones lifeIt holds you in the past like a viceTakes a hold and won't let goEats you up and takes your soul But you have to live life with no regretAnd look to the future you haven't lived yetI have some time left that isn't in the pastI"m going to make my future last The past is our knowledge and the present our mistakeThe future we always leave too lateBut i have come to my sensesAnd i'm ...

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  • Inspiration

    Blaine is my inspirationHe is also my determinationTo overcome my struggled pastAnd get busy living.....fast I want to see his future unfoldI want to see him as i grow oldFrom the first word he says To his first school days To see him become whatever he desiresAnd see him light his life's firesTo watch him look to the skies aboveTo see him smile and find true love I want Blaine to know he can wake up the nationBlaine will always ...

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  • To my precious boys - live everyday as though it is your last

    Successful mothers and fathers are not the ones who struggle, they are successful when they never give up despite their struggles! To my precious Sons.... Life is fleeting....years rush past... And little boys grow up too fast. Let me take time out to be Thankful mine are not far away And although I'm busy every day, Let me take time to play.... Let me take time out to smile, To sit with you both, for ...

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  • Fighting the stigma

    FIGHTING THE STIGMA How to deal with low-moods and depression We all have mental health-lets end the stigma together Most of you know from reading my blogs how i feel about mental health stigma . I want you to understand that when looking at someone else remember they are a person , not a label . There are so many ways you could simply make another person strugglings life so much better , be patient ...

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  • Daily Crazys

    I have so many things to do in my life, and no idea where to start, so I start nowhere. Sometimes I waste hours doing absolutely nothing, and then feel guilty about it later. I still get overwhelmed with all this time and space with myself, not sure what to do with it all, and find myself all over the place... stuck in the self-pity and fear of the aloneness of it. But its not ...

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  • Change

    Change won’t leave us alone, it won’t suffer in silence. Tides keep moving no matter where we’re standing and the landscape metamorphoses with every footstep. Change can’t stand still and wait for itself to happen - it can’t deny its nature. It takes from us and moves on like a brazen thief in the night. It spoils us with riches and asks for nothing in return. Blink and it is gone, blink again and it ...

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