The Beast Its 3 30 am and I'm lying here in a different reality to the one that I inhabit normally. For the most part, I'm enveloped by a beast... a beast that has large black slippery arms and legs. I am sitting inside the beast whose abdomen is a black place. Its a place where in order to protect myself, I become infant, foetal, primal, instinctual, isolated, irrational and childlike. It is this emotional ...read more
Where is the off switch??
*TRIGGER WARNING* Can someone tell me where the off switch is please as the constant bombardment of thoughts are nothing short of painful. I really do hope that writing this is as cathartic an experience as I expect as this is my last hope. I can tell you exactly how I feel because you won't judge me will you (please don't, I'm far too sensitive right now) Frankly, I feel like I am wallowing - ...read more