• My Safe Place

    Today I am "surviving" I didn't sleep well last night which really isn't like me at all. I took my girlfriend to the dentist at 8am and when we came back we slept for another few hours before she had to get up for work. I was actually really looking forward to getting home. I just wanted a bit of time to myself, alone, in my own safe place. After all when you feel a ...

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    Tags:
    Clean,
    Borderline Personality Disorder,
    Housework,
    Home,
    Selfish
  • Disorganised Mess

    If I have been away from home for any length of time like if I have been at Shelleys for a few days, or even if I go shopping and come home with a lot of bags I get so agitated and anxious and can stress out about the "mess" and "disorganisation" of the house. I cant settle until the house is tidy but in my mind there's always something that needs done.

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    Tags:
    Anxiety,
    Mess,
    Stress,
    Shopping