• Recovery

    Please Note: This piece contains references to self-harm. I dont know if anyone will read this nor if they will care but this past week I hit the two year mark of not self harming. I dont expect most people to be proud of me or anything like that because I know I am the one who did it to myself. But years ago if you would have told me that I wouldnt be self ...

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    love,
    Self-Harm
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  • Past to Present - Revovery is not only possible but inevitable!!!

    Warning: This piece contains references to self harm PAST to PRESENT RECOVERY IS NOT ONLY POSSIBLE BUT INEVITABLE!! Cloudy thoughts and self-harm: positivity is the charm. To the one's with the scars and broken hearts, whose smiles and tears aren't far apart. To the one's with blood flowing from wounded arms, I know the struggles of self-harm. I know the feeling of finding comfort in a knife and, the aching desire to end my life. ...

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    Tags:
    Recovery,
    Self-Harm,
    Hope,
    Blood and Tears
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  • Tattoos

    For the past 2 weeks iv been waiting for this day. The day I get my dagger tattoo on my thigh. It doesn't sound like a very feminine tattoo but it is as it has wings on it and a scroll that reads "every scar tells a story". I have 10 other tattoos and all of varying pain. My first tattoo I got just over 10 years ago and it hurt badly, but maybe it ...

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    Love,
    Tattoo,
    Sore,
    Self-Harm,
    Pain
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  • Relief - SELF HARM CONTENT

    I always find that after I have self-harmed I feel refreshed. Like a big weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I don't expect people to understand but I'm sure people know what its like to have a headache? So lets say you have a headache, it hurts so bad but you know that taking 2 paracetamol will take the headache away. You decide you will fight it instead of taking the tablets to help, ...

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    Tags:
    Relief,
    Medication,
    Self-Harm,
    Tablets,
    Psychiatrist
  • Relapse - (This story mentions self harm)

    Its 3.20am and I have found myself awake! AGAIN. I posted a few days ago saying that being up at this time isn't a normal thing for me but this time its a little different. You see it wasn't that I couldn't sleep. It was to do with Relapse. The past couple of days I have been quite low in the evenings and thought about harming but I was good not to do it. I ...

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    Tags:
    Recovery,
    Stitches,
    Self-Harm,
    Hospital,
    Relapse
  • 2.30am Ramblings

    Its 2.30am and I am awake. I havn't seen this time much in the past year. Since getting out of the psych ward last July and given new meds my sleep has rarely been a problem. I have a blocked nose which has bunged up my sinuses and I feel like I have a cold. I am at my girlfriends house and have just had to get up and go through Into the living room ...

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    Tags:
    Self-Harm,
    Hospital,
    Insomnia,
    Agitated,
    Ill
  • Self Concious

    As part of my life I have had to deal with people staring, pointing and whispering. This is something that can take A LOT of time to get used to. Some days I ignore it and other days I cant ignore it and it pulls me down so I hide away. The summer can be the worst. You see I am a self-harmer and I have visible scars on my arms. Some days when I ...

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    Tags:
    Love,
    Gay,
    People,
    Relationship,
    Lesbian
  • Cancelled Plans

    I hate when people let me down, especially at the last minute. It can really trigger me and make me feel abandoned. I suppose I am not as bad now as I used to be. I used to be quite self destructive when someone let me down but I have learnt how to cope a bit better and not to take things so personally. After all I cancel on people at the last minute too. ...

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    Tags:
    Plans,
    Abandonment,
    Destructive,
    Coping,
    Self-Harm
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