• Gutted.

    I'm disillusioned. I'm fed up. The only thing I have passion for is creativity, but nobody's hiring someone on the basis of sheer love for a craft alone. They want degree certificates, three years experience. They discouraged pursuit of creative endeavours at school, selling science as 'guaranteed future' but I'm sat here with one and a half degrees - half, because to be honest I don't even know if I'll make it to the end ...

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    Tags:
    dealing with past experiences,
    depression,
    Sad,
    unhappy
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  • 3-31-2017

    I don't know where to start. I don't want to make myself seem more sad than I actually am. I don't know how I feel sometimes so I just say that I'm sad. I don't know if I'm sad or just bored of life right now. I don't know why I'm here. I don't know why I'm writing this right now. But I have nothing to do and I can't stop thinking and I found ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    Thinking,
    Sad
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  • The Passing of SADness

    The Passing of SADness The dark days outside rolled into one and there I was, trapped in the corner of my own dark place. A hard shell grew around me of my own making, a cold blizzard of bitterness within, shielding me from the reach of the well meaning, through my mind’s oppressive ceiling. In this eternal winter I mourned my losses, My defeated heart and troubled mind conspiring, Creating a toxic sedative which I ...

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    Tags:
    depression,
    Sad,
    seasons
  • Be on my way

    I have come to realise that I struggle to let people in, let them see the real me, know the real me. Once I open that door I freak. I'm scared and frightened that once it's open, that person has the opportunity to come in or to shut the door. Most of the time I wish people would just shut the door: there's an awful breeze. I love company of others, yet want to be ...

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    Tags:
    care,
    feelings,
    upset,
    Sad,
    stronger
  • 10 years

    10 years ago today my gran passed away. My fiancée is working. She really just wants to be with me as she knows im a little under the weather. That is all I can say!

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    Tags:
    Low,
    Sad,
    Fiancee,
    Upset
  • Mr Kipling

    Whos idea was it to appoint clothes sizes? everyone should just go buy inches (both men and women) stop all this a size 10 in one shop is actually a size 16 in another. Its ridiculous! JUST WRITE ON IT HOW MANY DAMN INCHES IT IS!!!! Im looking for a dress for my engagement party and no joke I went online and they class a size 14 as plus size! since bloody when??? Id be ...

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    Tags:
    Engagement,
    Cake,
    Party,
    Disgusting,
    Fat
  • Hunger Strikes

    I need a meal! I have eaten nothing but chocolate and rubbish for the past 10 days because that's all I have at home. My girlfriends home is exactly the same. We have eaten everything from the freezer and only have a few tins of soup in the cupboard. The funny thing is when you are short of cash or have none as a matter of fact you learn to live in a totally different ...

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    Tags:
    Help,
    Hunger,
    Food,
    Low,
    Sad