• Patterns : Relationship (Ctrl +Alt + Del)

    I arrived with time to spare at counselling today.  I noticed the lady beside me in the waiting area looked like Bettie Page; short fringe, long dark hair, 50s style I can only dream of. My counsellor arrived and led me to a new room. It was softly lit and had a decorative bowl of rocks on the table where I plonked my water bottle. One had a groove on  it that would exactly fit my thumb. ...

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    Tags:
    depression,
    therapist,
    Counselling,
    Relationship,
    counselling
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  • Beginning of The End

    So it happened. The split. Two sick people fighting their own demons, turned from circling back to back, to face each other and realised; Their battle for love was lost. There is a gap between them where the love used to flow , a ton of burden where a weightless cradle of support used to be, where passion and fire and saliva once mixed to melt their cold shoulders and bond them like glue. The ...

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    Tags:
    Love,
    Relationship,
    heartache,
    co-dependent
  • Not quite good enough

    I am experiencing the difficulty of probably being in love with someone who is unable to return the same sort of love that I give. We obviously care for one another, but I need more attention and care then he thought I would. Casual hurts. No matter how many times he tells me that I am good enough and that it's him, not me. It will not soothe the niggling in my mind that I.am.not.quite.good.enough. ...

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    Relationship
  • Self Concious

    As part of my life I have had to deal with people staring, pointing and whispering. This is something that can take A LOT of time to get used to. Some days I ignore it and other days I cant ignore it and it pulls me down so I hide away. The summer can be the worst. You see I am a self-harmer and I have visible scars on my arms. Some days when I ...

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    Tags:
    Love,
    Gay,
    People,
    Relationship,
    Lesbian