• The Deepest Sorrow

    I wish I felt anything but anger when I see a pregnant woman, affectionately caressing the home in which her baby grows safely. Pain wears the veil of anger so as not to be seen. It buries itself deep in the heart of me where it is safe from the eyes of others. I feel my stomach fall and hot tears prickle my eyes. They are cautious; refusing to fall and expose the pain. Anger surfaces in its place. Who ...

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    depression,
    anger,
    sadness,
    infertility,
    anxiety
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  • The Making of A Wiser Man Part 1

    I was born February 1989 as Kyle, outside Glasgow 4 weeks premature weighing just 4lbs. Two days later my Cousin was born in the same hospital. I spent 4 weeks in Intensive Care recovering from Jaundice, my Papa, spent most of that time watching over me while my mum recovered and then she joined him. I've been known as "Papas Golden Boy" ever since. From what I'm told and from photographic evidence, I cried...a lot and for at least the ...

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    Tags:
    mental health,
    family,
    Life,
    pain,
    relationship
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  • Recovery

    RECOVERY Recovery ain't easyRecovery needs honestyHonesty about the uglinessHonesty about those you pushed away Meanwhile…Family and true friends are waiting…Purpose is waiting…Dreams are waiting … Be honest with your selfLove yourself againNo more putting a fist through the mirror Recovery is learning to trustTrust those who are helpingEven when it hurtsYes there is painBut then - you’re no stranger to pain I promise youYou will awake from the nightmareYou will dare to dreamYou will want to live to the maxYou ...

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    Tags:
    recovery,
    poem,
    pain,
    honesty
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  • Welcome to the world of pain and suffering

    Sweet dreams were broken When I looked up to the sky Hateful words spoken I thought to say my goodbyes When times were tough to strive You've shattered my hopes of dreams and love Left me weeping preparing to be hurt I trusted you with my full life Whilst you gave me so much pain But, things from your side were different Of putting all the blame I thought things would change But, instead became ...

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    Tags:
    abuse,
    Guilt,
    betrayal,
    pain