• Would you change it if you could?

    See these documentaries about mental health problems and at the end they ask the person if they could magically get rid of it would they get rid of it or not and they go 'mmm...no' it makes me want to slap the screen! Unless you get the creative genius part of mania there is literally no reason to want to stay ill and who the fuck wants this as part of their identity? It might ...

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    Tags:
    change,
    Low,
    angry
  • 10 years

    10 years ago today my gran passed away. My fiancée is working. She really just wants to be with me as she knows im a little under the weather. That is all I can say!

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    Tags:
    Low,
    Sad,
    Fiancee,
    Upset
  • Mr Kipling

    Whos idea was it to appoint clothes sizes? everyone should just go buy inches (both men and women) stop all this a size 10 in one shop is actually a size 16 in another. Its ridiculous! JUST WRITE ON IT HOW MANY DAMN INCHES IT IS!!!! Im looking for a dress for my engagement party and no joke I went online and they class a size 14 as plus size! since bloody when??? Id be ...

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    Tags:
    Engagement,
    Cake,
    Party,
    Disgusting,
    Fat
  • Quietly Does It

    I am normally a very sociable person and after the nerves of meeting people for the first time (in any situation) I am normally a cheery, bubbly person. The past 3 days I have noticed it more than anything but I just cant be bothered. On Tuesday at Derby training, although I wasn't skating I went along to help and an hour in and I left because I just didn't want to be around anyone ...

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    Tags:
    Positive,
    Quiet,
    Mum,
    Group,
    Negative
  • Hunger Strikes

    I need a meal! I have eaten nothing but chocolate and rubbish for the past 10 days because that's all I have at home. My girlfriends home is exactly the same. We have eaten everything from the freezer and only have a few tins of soup in the cupboard. The funny thing is when you are short of cash or have none as a matter of fact you learn to live in a totally different ...

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    Tags:
    Help,
    Hunger,
    Food,
    Low,
    Sad
  • Cancelled Plans

    I hate when people let me down, especially at the last minute. It can really trigger me and make me feel abandoned. I suppose I am not as bad now as I used to be. I used to be quite self destructive when someone let me down but I have learnt how to cope a bit better and not to take things so personally. After all I cancel on people at the last minute too. ...

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    Tags:
    Plans,
    Abandonment,
    Destructive,
    Coping,
    Self-Harm
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