• What is wrong with me?

     I wrote this when I was in a bad place back when I had just started college and the bullying started again. I am publishing it so I can finally get passed it and move on.    It's wrong to hate yourself as much as I doBut it is also wrong for people to treat you like shit Making fun of you and pushing you down They don't realise it makes you feel like shit They ...

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    lonely,
    Bullying,
    life gets better
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  • alone forever?

    I am tired. So damn tired all the time. Life seems hard, my eyes and brain ache for the need to be good enough, to be clever and wise, to experience the happiness others must thrive on. When I was 14years old I was in a terrible place. I was taking drugs, a lot of drugs. I was in a bad crowd but I had a lot of 'friends'. they weren't real friends though because ...

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    lonely,
    sad,
    unhappy
  • Alone Time

    I hate being left alone. Sometimes it feels as though I will never be found again, that whoever is missing will not return to me. It is quite an irrational fear given that I am nearing 30 and have a phone, a mobile, a laptop, a loud voice and a pair of legs should I need to reach anyone and ask them to come and save me. But then when I am happy I love ...

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    lonely,
    fear
  • My room

    Perhaps I should spend more time outside my room to improve my social life. Sometimes I don't only feel lonely but also I see that other people near to me are able to develop and deepen their relationships.

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    room,
    lonely