• Sleep

    I need to sleep. It's not just me, as human beings we all need to sleep. But I'm too tired and selfish to think about the bigger picture right now. When I turn off the lights and close my eyes and wait for the dreams to come, those fluffy sheep to lull me away, it doesn't work.I don't have a sleep disorder. I've dreamt about it, ironically enough, and I've googled it a trillion different times. ...

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    Tags:
    Sleep,
    Insomnia,
    Work,
    Worry
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  • My Safe Place

    Today I am "surviving" I didn't sleep well last night which really isn't like me at all. I took my girlfriend to the dentist at 8am and when we came back we slept for another few hours before she had to get up for work. I was actually really looking forward to getting home. I just wanted a bit of time to myself, alone, in my own safe place. After all when you feel a ...

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    Tags:
    Clean,
    Borderline Personality Disorder,
    Housework,
    Home,
    Selfish
  • 2.30am Ramblings

    Its 2.30am and I am awake. I havn't seen this time much in the past year. Since getting out of the psych ward last July and given new meds my sleep has rarely been a problem. I have a blocked nose which has bunged up my sinuses and I feel like I have a cold. I am at my girlfriends house and have just had to get up and go through Into the living room ...

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    Tags:
    Self-Harm,
    Hospital,
    Insomnia,
    Agitated,
    Ill