• There is Freedom-Reach Out-Ask for Help

    I remember how hard the struggle was to admit I had a problem. My pride and delusional thinking always wanted to overpower the reality. My alcohol use was numbing my pain. Flowing through my bloodstream like a vicious cycle of raging vengeance that gave me a fearless feeling of confidence and strength. When the alcohol wasn’t present, the reality set in. I was sad, depressed, and fucking hopeless. I felt like a worthless piece of ...

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    addiction,
    Alcoholism,
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  • Being me?

    Have women, hell yes well or unwell in with them as they've been having to have to do it over and over in the vain hope of having all the hopes they have of a son maybe nothing something like me who's dreamed and dreams have almost seemed to be dashed out as quick as you like at a steady rate of wait there or here a moment with a moment’s notice so as to ...

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  • A letter from the unwise....

    Does that seem subversive? Well why not? Yoda had his faults. Was he that much wiser when he finally evaporated leaving Luke, Leia, Han and Chewwie to sort out the Alliance and finally defeat the Empire on their own. Yoda left them to deal with the Jedi's unfinished business. They shared the responsibility with relish. So my son...wiser you may not become..but you survive the crushing of days. Hope is contained in a sense of ...

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    Recovery,
    hopeless,
    Hope