• What does my ideal future look like?

    What does my ideal future look like? The quiet whir of servosand stepper motorsas my robotic domestichousehold assistant washes dishesand sweeps floors. The smell of cleancity air fills my lingsas zero-emission carssidle by on well-kept streets.Full buses commutemultitudes of multi-ethnicliving-wage workersto Union jobswith great benefits,accessible facilitiesand iron cladanti-discrimination legislation. Private schools are bulldozedor turned into homeless sheltersand community centres. Golf courses are turnedinto public parks,nature reserves and camp grounds. The "male/female" checkboxeson birth certificates arereplaced with love heartsand infinity symbols. The ...

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  • Little did I know how still I was

    Little did I know how still I was No movement around meLost I Reached out To be heardBut no one seemed to listen That’s the difference Without being heard no-one can hearSo they cannot and will not listen Let’s start to hear each otherLet’s start to connect Then we can build unification And banish this misery        

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  • Hang on

    When you think you're not coping it means you arereach to othersand don't give up hope a solution could be foundor a least survival technique look aroundyoure not alone find your gang and hang on x      

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  • Feathers

    Feathers are lighter than rain Lighter than the airAbsorbed by our dreamsWho knows whereThey’d never break usThey brighten our dayFeathers offer peace They show us the way x 

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  • Altered Dimension

    Sitting a top a hill, accepting an alternate dimension /Views for miles, covering everything that was covered /The boundaries were only set by my own expectations / Wishful vision turned blessed reality through detailed investigation I swam and I swam through treacherous conditions /Resistance spawned from negativity fighting my every stride / The weakness infesting my soul, Had me believe the cheapest way out would forever let me hide / As of this moment, ...

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  • Captain Hope

    The storm raged as the crew held desperately to the sides of the ship,Debris whipping through the dark, tumultuous, spitting skyFar bigger than the crew, their looming ship seeming little more than another danger to their fragile souls as its slippery and splintery body pierced their skin and betrayed their clasping arms.The captain alone stood by the steering wheel, barking orders to their crew to maintain the ripped and ragged sail."Not long now, sailors! See ...

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    prose,
    short story
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  • Cake On The Stairs

    Cake on the stairsLike no-one caresBlaine, mum and meOn the stairs us three Squeezing in to where Blaine saysAs he draws and playsTelling us to take a seatThese are the memories that i'll keep Telling us he wants more pensConcentration so intenseAs he draws in his padSitting beside his mum and dad Loving his cubes of cakeAs much in his mouth that he could takeStopping only to take some juiceThirst his only excuse When he's finished he'll shout for ...

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  • The Collector

    He is my favourite hiding place,I stash my fears there,in the lining of his heart. He keeps them in pockets, turns them over in his hands,running a thumb in circles,over their surface,'til they're smooth, transformed,and returned to me:smaller, simpler, and rounded. He does this seamlessly,calmly.  They come back not quite so heavy. He will be a wise old man,  

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    support,
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  • The Pink Room

    Rosie stands in her bedroom and marvels at the pinkness of it all. It’s oozing pink. The girlie-ness of it all overwhelms her. The fabric of the curtains remind her of dandelions in the wind and the golden lining sparkles in the sun.Looking around the excitement of where to place her things is almost too much. Underfoot her carpet feels like soft sand and the warmth of the walls envelope her like a cloud. ...

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  • Please Don't Give Up

    I read your words I cry and sighDon't give upDepression is a lie I read your words You want to die You can't see your true selfHe makes you cryBut please don't give up Hang on Stay strongThere is love.    

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  • True beauty

    Like the blossomFrom the pink cherryYou bloom High in the sky Reach for the moon Your soul searching for itself  You'll find it thereHidden by the sun Waiting for you Take her hand And lead her to you  Real beauty often doesn't last. 

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  • Sunday

    I found myself praying…………….. for the essential miracle which keeps body and soul together….and…..for a loving work ethic which does not judge me when I can't do it.“O to overcome my “CAN'T “in times of love and adversity in the bosom of Jesus”, I bleat and sigh.He alone comes to the aid of my weakness and incapacity. Just as He promises to all those who ask Him. Praise and Glory to Him.

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  • Freedom

    To be broken or to break?To love or to hate?To give or to take?Or to simply forsake? The world still spins roundBut where’s love to be found? In the touch of a motherin the helping of anotherRegardless of raceDespite the difficulties we face We must unite togetherFace this evilBreak it down Freedom can winTake over from sinDefine a new strategy Get rid of our apathy No place for the fascists In a land of the freeEducation for the massesThat simply must be No ...

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  • ME-ternity Leave

    ME-ternity LeaveBorn mid December, already a week late but heifers always are according to my Dad. Farming's always come first over family with him so my part in his story seems very much like a sideshow. So how did he shape my story? He pushed me away from farming and his old fashioned views on female roles as subsiduary characters. My Mum reinforced this by telling me to keep my independence and maybe this is ...

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    self management,
    me,
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  • Shoulders are to Blame

    Shoulders are to BlameThe problems I have are all in my head I'm told and up until now that's what I have believed. My brain focusses on the negatives, the self criticism and unhelpful behaviours. But why cant I use it to see the silver linings like I do for others?Or maybe there's another partner in crime? My shoulders. The ones not only carrying the weight of the world, the devil and angel and the ...

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    aspirations,
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  • Lipstick at Dawn

    Lipstick at Dawn 💄 Sexology power gamesGet us in a muddleAs we struggle To decideWho’s on top Corporate big catsIn their hallLook blindly down At the chicksIn the mallUnaware Of the powerThey holdAs they remould it Smooth as cheeseThe chicks see it allNo credit givenAs they silentlyChangeThe texture Behind the mascaraThey don’t stare or glareAt what needs erodedThe subtle approach manipulates In between the seams and circlesOf confusionHides the delusionOf who’s on top Their anchor is neededTo harbour changeA changeThat will bring plentyIn this time of ...

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  • Full moon

    Full moon Too strong for the full moonThe full moon can’t break you twoYou two have broken through Full circle round the full moonIt can’t take youIt’s glow has made you stronger The full moon surrounds youAnd fills your life with lightNo need to fight it nowYou can shine in itsAfterglow Together through what’s beenYou've seen beyond the moonYou’ve held and bentWavered and bentBut never fallen through 🌓

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  • Autumn Rain

    Autum Rain  colours merge sofltythey let vibrance rest colours infuseand ooze a new dawn an arrival from springtaken to winter a compromise from naturestart over again 🌻 

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  • Dark Horses

    Dark Horses  In the warm light of dayDark horses run freeHaving no need to be heeded A freedom exudesBut a stampede is haltedAs they glide to a common goal A string of beautyWith pearls of wisdom A weave of loveSent from above Ideas being formedEntwining like danceEnticing each other to play They merge together Like a river flows Setting dominoes offon a path no one knows...........

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  • The Journey for Love and Peace

    I was born in a village near Nine Question Hill, where Chinese Emperor Shun was buried. My father went to university and then had a job in Tianshui, Gansu, China.In October 2000, my father was killed in a traffic accident. I flew back home to support my mother, yet sadly she too died soon after. I felt a terrible loss at my parents’ deaths and was so regretful that I couldn’t help my mother more.In ...

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  • Remembrance Day

    Remembrance Remembrance SundayBeautiful, heart, sadnessI feel the tears welling upWorrying about sunshineAnd rainCan the world become sane? Environmental sinsHuman warsAnd who wins? Coral reefsDolphin societyOur diverse beliefsAnd attempts at piety Trying hard to be humbleWe wear the best of clothThe British army uniformCovers up our wrathAs we commemorateMillions of deadMore and more accumulateAs we choose to fight instead And every country, nationalityReligion, sect beliefIs thrown into turmoilIncensed with fear and grief And do I love my country best?Or all the world ...

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  • Double Heartedness

       I am becoming 'a have' and I am becoming 'a have not' as I go in and out of recovery like a bleatinglamb. Slipping and sliding backwards and forwards from health to illness varying my condition as acitizen.   I can feel the economy moving around me with my well being adjacent on a separate parallel line. As I,like everyone, am subject to the ups and downs of the times. Two heart ...

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  • HICCUPS

        I endure a number of persistent and alarming career-threshold hiccups. These are significant snags and hurdles which prevent me form developing as fluently as I should, like a stammer, I remain inexperienced for too long in a new job.    I recognise that employers expect me to develop at a reasonable rate. How then, can I ensure that this happens to stay in a continually adjusting employment? It is like I am always ...

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    experience,
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  • It's Okay

     “Acceptance allow you to grow, and in time heal wounds formed from mental storms.”In the last few years it took many months and countless attacks to finally believe in a simple phrase. The darkness held its ground, but my escape of writing spread through the cracks of its foundation and shined light in places unimaginable. Each letter formed, slowly chipped away at the infrastructure fear had on me. Investing time in a different perspective allowed ...

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  • My Story: Overcoming of a Storm

    “Getting lost in the darkness while it’s staring back at you is something that stays with you. I am scared to enter the night with loneliness by my side. It takes my hand and leads me into an unfortunate familiar place. Many of my questions are left unknown. I find myself wandering blindly into the future. It’s hard to admit it, but I’m scared. Not knowing when and how severe the next attack is, is ...

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  • The Future

    I don't usually like thinking about the future. The future is scary to me. The thoughts of everything changing. Friends moving away. I remember once being on the bus to college and thinking to myself I thought everyone else was moving forward and I was standing still. I remember looking out the bus window to the fields in the sun. I felt everyone was doing great things and I wasn't. The thing I need to ...

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  • Hello hope my old friend.....you tease

    As the civil war within my mind rages on darkness prevails, emptiness and loneliness as its allies. This morning however, hope has laid her seed, I pray it blooms. I woke to the all too familiar feeling of anxiety, an inability to lift my head from the pillow. I'd been here many times before, and not moved for hours even days. A battle sprung within, a fierce back and forth of thoughts, blows traded between ...

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  • Turning a Tide of Tears

    Turning a Tide of Tears - a personal perspective on living with Bi-Polar Bi-Polar does not define me but it does impact heavily on me as an individual, in my family and in my dealings with everyday life. It’s part of the great family of taboos that come under the heading of ‘Mental Health’ problems. We are not comfortable talking about these issues and often try to keep them hidden as some sort of guilty ...

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  • You Are Doing A Good Job

    It is my belief that suffering mental illness has a great spiritual benefit and significance for all of us if only we can bear to live with it. We can understand deeply other people's misfortunes because we are so depleted ourselves. So we work hard, we are not lazy. It is a symptom that optimism and positivity are elusive in this adversity. We need to ask for great courage to steer through it and we ...

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  • Hell and The Ghost Train

    Please Note: This piece contains references to suicide. I think I am in Hell. Coming from a religious upbringing I was told that Hell is your worst ever fears all in one place. So I think that is where I am. The ride has stopped but it's still dark and I'm still afraid. I can hear voices but this time they are telling me that things are definitely not ok. Things are never going to ...

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  • cure for my hepatitis

    I was diagnosed of hepatitis in 2011, I have tried all possible means to get cure but all my effort proved abortive, until a friend of mine introduced me to a herbal doctor from Africa, who prepare herbal medicine to cure all kind of diseases including hepatitis b virus (HBV), when i contacted GREENHERBSWORLD via their email, they sent me hepatitis b herbal medicine via courier service, when i received the herbal medicine they gave ...

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  • Self Harm.it's double edged

    Please Note: This piece contains references to self harm Self harm relief and grief. It took me a long time to realise how much of a doubled edged sword cutting myself was. I'd do it and feel better, lighter, freer and then in the morning the recriminations would start. How do I hide it from family? How deep is the cut? How big will the scar be? Shame, fear and the big question; was it ...

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  • Returns Policy

    Dear Sir/Madam, RE: Society broken on delivery I am writing with regards to the recently promoted item of society that I purchased into. Having initially opted for the 'bargain basement' option, no frills, no gift wrap and no guaranteed day/time slot for delivery. Society arrived to me a bit broken around the edges. I had signed for the delivery of society on this occasion, but in all honesty I was a bit distracted as I ...

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  • Hope, Endurance, Achievement, Fruit, Resilience

    Hope, Endurance, Achievement, Fruit, Resilience Hope when all else fails and all seems impossible. Endurance when unwell and in staying well. Achievement in getting well and keeping well. Fruit life itself Resilience for putting up with the whole process in the first place. What the human spirit endures and achieves in mental health is quite phenomenal and it should not be undervalued or overlooked. It is not mindless suffering. It requires work to keep it ...

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  • There is Freedom-Reach Out-Ask for Help

    I remember how hard the struggle was to admit I had a problem. My pride and delusional thinking always wanted to overpower the reality. My alcohol use was numbing my pain. Flowing through my bloodstream like a vicious cycle of raging vengeance that gave me a fearless feeling of confidence and strength. When the alcohol wasn’t present, the reality set in. I was sad, depressed, and fucking hopeless. I felt like a worthless piece of ...

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    Alcoholism,
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  • A Letter To Encourage Myself

    Keeping one step ahead of my mental health. This is what is being asked of me. How is it done? How will I measure it? How will I know? How will anyone else know? The truth is I experience this effort and its pain on a daily basis. Yet any benefit attained from it might be quite invisible to me and those around me. I am so sensitive to the world's comments, condemnations and judgements ...

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    optimism,
    reaching out
  • Overcoming addiction and alcoholism-There is Hope

    My name is Stephanie, and I am a recovering alcoholic and addict. I remember how miserable I was when I was using and drinking. Getting sober isn’t nearly as hard as keeping up with our lives when we are out there drinking or using. It’s amazing how different I am today, nearly four years later. Through Bradford Health Services, AA, my family, my new (real) friends, and my AA sponsor, I gained my life back. ...

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  • Denying as much as it can't be the way it can if we so choose?

    To go where I can't help but go with the acceptance of accepting all there is that could be of all the greater magic of what is to what isn't that of those as we were we are and who knows what we're going to be with all our credentials in order?

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  • As a lover in need of a love ❤ no longer in doubt? AND OTHER STORIES

    Of all things more and less vampire like or linked.as I've loved m bat mobile as you can never know if you've avoided being a child as I've been thrown into turmoil as if thrown to the mob of despair as if despairing of rue living dead more inspiringly led to lead lives apart from the more dead than alive ways of the masses feeding off what they might perceive as emotional stability rather than ...

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  • As much as I haven't begun to begin with finding intellectuals in need of further intuitive tuition?

    As I am really I can assure you where I'm beginning as I've begun to feel just how much I'm supposed to feel if I'm allowed to feel further enjoyment of what I haven't been able to feel enough of to have me comment further on from this until where there's a slim chance of too much lovely love there on the table waiting a little impatiently for life to happen the way you'd want ...

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  • God would have to be the woman or more over women for me as the missing link to you as I'm know more than a broken man

    Seeing as if there could be nothing to see more than no other as an option to be had by me and for me as the being to be with my mother and all her family for an eternity far from the way or out of the way she is when I won't as much as I don't have to have her being the way she is so bloody miserable with missing what she misses ...

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  • Son? Ah well aren't we all daughters of Eve and what if Adam had really existed making his paradise known from what isn't?

    To me perhaps far more than you I can tell if you're not telling me due to the treat or treaty factor that has had you treating me the way I do what I do against type of God as I pass onto God the way there was no way for me to know what you know without knowing you to be what you're not giving me with respect to your position encroaching on what ...

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  • As much as I've shown you my all as much as I know it all without greater knowledge to get in the way of going nowhere man?

    Tarot cards on the table wise to good manners I say and would do what's to be done predictably showing you what I can and obviously have to when it is fate and fated to be heaven in hell as relocation worthy of the Gods of no more war than peace in our time of being accountable for our actions as you learn as I've had to guess what with too many explanations not explaining ...

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  • Where she does as she doesn't oblivious to oblivion being a word to capture the moment it ceases to be what it is?

    As merely a man more child like I can't quite pull it together all in one to explain most theoretically for a fact more than God being the most powerful of magic there is that I can think of while experiencing what I can only imagine as the sheer terror of being with and without her as she could so easily have it and do without it in her grasp of all things grasping as ...

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  • She's there for me as a reminder she's coming and will imagine I imagine we just can't wait?

    Being rather cowardly I can just about do whatever I like but then I won't as God knows is more fully aware?

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  • You find out inside for yourself?

    When we go we don't get to know we've gone until much later when we're not sure enough to be certain?

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  • Way beyond the way I live with the stars?

    I leave the way I live all up to you if you'd care enough to let me die happiest of all the unhappy people?

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  • So who's to blame and who's going to blame her?

    I only believe in God because you gave me so many choices only I could choose?

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  • And being me and of course my condition?

    Of having found God I think I've almost cured God of you if it wasn't for me

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  • As a dreamer Supertramp style?

    When I put my hands in my head you should conservatively think I'm touching you where you've got to me?

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  • Where I to be honest would have gone on thinking I'm all out of ways to praise you any more than i feel necessary to let you know i care what ever you think of my belief in God?

    As a lazy eye production in out in shake it all about as you shouldn't go screaming at me making such a carry on any more than you have to with a greater or grating raspy singing voice as we all sing be good Johnny boy be good to me?

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  • With your writing me the right way up and down top to bottom?

    This as it was is and will be pretty much all I've got to go on?

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  • Honestly? Oh well more honestly it was worth it wasn't it???

    It's just because I've been trying as much as can be handled of learning to be most honest about it as if you've just gone on lying for that self same reason?

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  • To make a mess that's perfect in it's acceptance of God?

    Try to forgive me where I take everything I have with me back to where I began leaving you with what I have?

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  • Not just in you and all around you as we are and always will be if we only can be happy?

    Remember when you kill and eat something it has not only ceased to be here but there it has something on you?

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  • Driving me mad with a passion a God a Godess or the high priestess can appreciate more passionately leaving room for another round(of a priestly some indeed)?

    What's wrong don't you want me to talk about just about anything that is and isn't as it is talking when it's what I do best of all with all the greater silence rummaging outside and inside my head?

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  • Be dead as much as death 💀 itself?

    Do I annoy you most vehemently when my voice is and could almost have been said to be yours as you would want it to be or not to be?

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  • Being God knows what or what else would you have me do as or for you intended for me?

    Would you account for it as I have accounted for it unaccountably when I can't believe it as much as you want me to don't you want me baby?

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  • I think therefore you are?

    As I have to you surely have to to to accept gratefully that I have to be both ways so you can be all one big happy family?

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  • Clean up my act, what even the best bits?

    Haven't you noticed I'm far more of an earth child never having learned so much from you as I couldn't even if I wanted to?

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  • Can a mother ever truly love her son as no other woman in and out of his life out of his desperate need to be loved as no other son can be?

    As I had to I have to find someone to love me when it can seem all too obvious that my mother doesn't love me anymore the way she must have loved me and she's forgotten how and why she had me suffer through her suffering in child birth as a torture like no other leading as a lead into out of all tortures and tortured astray as an ashtray beckon to heal the pain ...

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  • Being me being here where I'm not going anywhere for anyone special unless you don't think you're special to God in the highest you can feel loved and exalted by no other?

    Is it death 💀 you fear as I fear it doesn't scare me nearly so much as it has done when I was even more of a child than I am as a man who doesn't not believe anymore than is acceptable to God of what I can't accept being any other way than her way to my heart ♥?

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  • Who is the Kat and who is the mouse that roared?

    What's in an name I can't truly connect with anywhere but over the internet where I'm getting to know what's to be known of what's unknown of at an all time too safe distance where you can't be sure if it's me or you who's telling me the truth never with all the lies being read without reading on and on until you're satisfied I can satisfy your need to be what we can be ...

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  • Celebrate as I prepare to find myself worthy of such attention as I've never had as I've never needed to be loved quite as i need to be loved by you far less in your dark despair?

    Don't expect as you might expect to be wined and dined as I am more of a salt of the earth and live a life closer to a monk than as a knight in shining armour as by request or bequest but not a quest for single conquest as I conqueror as much as there are any more of my demon to be conquered on my own on as more of a boy's own choice ...

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  • Not your surroundings does that sound more familiar?

    Try to remember what you have forgotten of your highs and lows being more concerned if a little too conservative as compared with mine as I try considering more of what you feel about your surroundings surrounding you?

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  • Now where do I go if you send me back to front?

    What does the BA have to offer me of what it could see in me and my AB senses ceasing with the support of recovery seizing what it sees of all of us seeing all there is to be seen of ourselves as yet to find me much better options to BA when BA sent me here so you could pick up the scent that's going here as much as I’m there?

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  • Being me?

    Have women, hell yes well or unwell in with them as they've been having to have to do it over and over in the vain hope of having all the hopes they have of a son maybe nothing something like me who's dreamed and dreams have almost seemed to be dashed out as quick as you like at a steady rate of wait there or here a moment with a moment’s notice so as to ...

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  • As I think I have so much more to offer?

    At this rate it's just going to be all about the sex you never thought to explain where and when it might be coming?

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  • I guess I don't need to tell you?

    Don't be very nice to me just yet will you?

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  • It's her not me isn't it you all?

    Think of the intimate and not just the infinite possibilities as science meets God and she can tell you what you would have eventually found out without her and then you would have felt lost with her having given up on you for being too busy finding her while she made herself so obvious right at the start when you thought she was the strange and now you think it's me?

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  • Blood relative to God?

    I won't waste as long as you don't spill a single simple drop?

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  • What have you got me to match me?

    According to what we should believe of God as much as I do it's a disgrace but then I'm sure you can still make up for it on my birthday before blowing my candle out the last?

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  • Well is it?

    It's too late to say I made sense before now I'm making too much sense of why I wasn't going to make any sense until it was obvious?

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  • Not wishing to blow my own horny trumpet?

    I think it quite daunting and rather simple to think someone like me needs to be simply daunting to find the simple life when I merely wanted the good life with my very own felicitous Felicity visitation rites of spring loaded and ready to go anywhere the fancy takes us if you're raring to go yet as far as I would go with you?

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  • As a more entitled entity?

    Would you Adam and Eve it I'm the man and with any luck you might be the woman of my dreams?

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  • Lets be bad with what's merely intended as know more than a joke?

    Don't be so embarrassed when I will only give you good reason to be but no more than I should be if you pull me up for it?

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  • Explain?

    I think I can kiss 💋 it all better if you let me?

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  • As I really don't get out much more than every single blooming day?

    It's only been difficult because you haven't made it this obvious quite yet as much as I have been trying to tell you there is something far beyond us but I'm not so sure how far it is beyond me?

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  • They're coming if you just come with me first and foremost?

    There's nothing especially wrong with me I just really appreciate the simply complicated things in life now that that's that for ah that and that of my being as I am more complexly simple in my extreme outlook on look see I told I didn't have all that much of an idea beyond I guess so more than you know?

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  • Could i be any more uncertainly unusual

    I'm quite prepared to remain within the boundaries of my life with your life as it is if it prepares you as much as i am as it's prepared me for moving onto into out of the next step of our evolution being the most?

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  • If only the lonely?

    I'm quite happy to let you have at least some of the latest stuff if you can wait that long while I go back and deal with the earlier venturing adventurers going where no man like me has gone before and since as early or as far back as i can remember if need be?

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  • What am i almost at the end of my tether to begin again where I left off the tag line here to replace it more usually with hope you hope?

    There's really not that much point to me having too much of forever with a say to say anything worth saying until you're truly prepared to listen to me as a lunatic more in tune with never ending lunacy gone crazy?

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  • Well I never as I did without doing anything i wasn't supposed to?

    And you actually thought without coming close to the point of where I think you could get a break along with all the other breaks you've had from a life without death as it is here in appearance only with yet another one of those all to yourself.moments where God gives you a breakdown of what's what to break all your breakdowns down into one what the hell it's going to be heaven no matter ...

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  • i don't or not yet?

    I could genuinely see why it is that so many really nice women would have such a problem with sex seeing as they might genuinely believe as much as they don't believe that God has or would have a problem with greater sex at its best?

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  • God help me I'm not alone?

    I try to stick close to home but then after all this is my universe and beyond nothing I don't really know what the hell is out there if it's still here in the far reaches of the space time and far more than yo can shake a phallic shaped stick continuum well do you think so as I wouldn't like to say for certain when you bar my way with false promises of we ...

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  • A more heavenly improvisory thought provoking situation?

    What do you mean I'm special just because I'm prepared to die 💀 when I have to now I'm a lot more prepared to believe we don't unless we really want to be somewhere else?

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  • Make no mistake as i do over and over?

    I am just as scared as you are if not quite terrified as I have so much hope in loving you as much as you need to be loved as I want to be loved more than anybody only you do have to prove to me that you are worthy of my love ❤ as tend to think I go on loving you for the longest time we can handle the love ❤ of God ...

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  • Have you been and gone through those many stages of three stages of oh heh now

    God paranoia and of course loss of all inhibitions and further in which order do you more usually find yourself at your most comfortable with madness as you do or don't chastise yourself esteem at having gone crazy as an unbuttoned blouse reaming with the desire to be cut short one way or the other?

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  • Where am I?

    I'm very very curious about me you and the ending for that end result that I’ve heard tell about and could go on being told about long after I’m settled in for the Knight errand so just don’t think for more than one minute that I’m ever going to be in any such a great rush to experience the rush of yet another new beginning without me being informed first before you go shooting your ...

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  • I THINK AS I’VE REALLY THOUGHT I THINK?

    We are all extremely important at this stage to the next beyond and before we are whatever we’re supposed to be and perhaps with a little consideration you might like to help me there while I’m just beginning to feel my way is paved with golden moments?

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  • I'm sure as I'm sure you're sure?

    It’s going to be hard for me and yet maybe not so much for you when as much as it was and could be I don’t think it will ever be quite the same again as I will as much as I can do do whatever I can with God to make it and all this bad feeling seem more beautifully like a mere walk in the park where I remember or recall quite vividly ...

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  • Some hope

    I am what I am and you are what you are but lets try to take a quick lingering short or a long step back and ask ourselves as we all should now and again until the end of time why and not just why me dear God?

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  • Bob Maintains His Confidence

    Bob Maintains His Confidence. How well do I react to confidence when I see it all around me in others while I do not seem to have much of it in myself,queries Bob to himself....... and.....how well do I perform at work when I only have a fraction of the confidence I need to do the job. Its a mean equation to balance but I have to do it well to live and to stay ...

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    resilience,
    work,
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  • Bob Makes Peace With His Struggles

    Bob Considers His Struggles To anyone looking in all that is observed is someone struggling, believes Bob . Struggling with confidence, struggling to tie his own shoe laces. A nervy person unable to inspire confidence in others. He is eventually ignored after a few jokes are shared between those who seem to find life much easier.He has to forgive them. His youth is diminishing ,theirs is in full flood.He knows they should know better. He ...

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    sense of self,
    self-knowledge,
    spiritual emergence,
    self-help,
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  • Recovery in a Marble

    I wrote this at a writing group after being asked to pick an object and write about it. I chose a marble with a green wave/eye in the middle. What I have written is about recovery, I think. The green wave can be seen through the glass but it cannot be touched. There are no mirrors within the glass so the wave cannot see its beauty. There are bubbles, the waves oxygen. It has all ...

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  • STEPS TO FREEDOM

    STEPS TO FREEDOM I'm at the stage in my recovery where I feel ready to look at stepping out into the big bad world on my own. I'm not comfortable with it but I'm willing to give it a try. I've been isolated in my home for a number of years, progressing to being able to go outside with my family, but never on my own - until now. Its been really difficult to face ...

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  • I survived

    Please Note: This Story Discusses Suicide... When I look back to this time last year- I wanted to die. I did everything to hurt myself. I cut my wrists, I starved myself and I made several attempts to end my life. I had no future and no life and I wanted it all to end. I don't know exactly what happened between then and now, but now I know that self- destruction is no longer ...

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  • All at Sea

    I am all at sea I have backed the sails and they are flogging I do not know which way to push the tiller To port? To face the onslaught of waves To starboard? To run away with the waves Instead I am hove to, stuck, going nowhere I am taking water, sinking Bail out or head for shallow water? I man the bilge pumps As fast as I pump out, water flows in I ...

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    Flipflops
  • Today it is Hard

    Today it is easy being a flip flop girl I am funny, confident & bubbly I am happy, enjoying life I am wearing my pink flip flops Today it is hard being a flip flop girl Where has that funny & confident person gone? Unhappy, no joy in life I am wearing my pink flip flops Today it is easy being a flip flop girl I am intelligent, diligent & creative I listen, give good ...

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  • So you hate yourself.....l

    So...you hate yourself. I have been there too. I have looked in the mirror and thought "what a waste of space you are" I have wished that I was dead. But......then I realised that all the things I believed in my head were not true. They were feelings - not facts. They were feelings based upon someone else's opinion of me - infact society's opinion of me just because I was struggling with an illness ...

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  • MY JOURNEY

    Warning: This story deals with trauma, sexual abuse and self harm. people always said the small woman with bright blue eyes beaming, such a warm welcome smile (always called the smiler) simply amazed by the torture and trauma, I have gone through. Although behind that smile, there gazed was a haunted hurting child drained with secrets, trauma and horror. some survive and some don't, some victims, some survivors. for many years I was that victim ...

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    trauma,
    justice,
    sexual abuse,
    diagnosis's
  • Happy cook

    I love to eat and I now enjoy cooking. I cook casseroles, lamb and get my ideas from recipes on Google or my boyfriend. Once upon a time my cooking skills were burnt pizza,fish fingers and twizzlers. The thing I didn't burn was chicken,that's because I took it straight from the freezer wrapped it in foil and placed it in the oven. I took it out the oven a couple of hours later, it looked ...

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  • Hall of Mirrors

    I stood there bare, shivering at the sight. The reflection confirmed the image in my mind. Flesh covered the surface of the glass; an expanse of flesh, acres of the stuff! Imperfection after imperfection, I found them from head to toe and they scowled back through the smeared, smoky mirror, piercing my rickety frame with machine gun fire. Bone by bone I buckled and fell to the floor with a rattle. I was beaten. Beaten ...

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  • Bob's Photons Of Light

    Bob's Photons Of Light "The effort I am putting in is being seen" Bob reckons to himself. "It registers like photons of light detected on the most sensitive photographic plate" he construes. The image might be difficult to interpret as with particle physics for instance. But it is noticed and recorded , he thinks. I am writing messages to the cosmos for someone to see , he explains to himself. He fears a black hole ...

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    spirituality,
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    inspiration,
    spiritual emergence,
    self management
  • WAKE UP and smell the Bulls^^t

    Emotions run high...the opportunity of a lifetime to take our own destiny into our own hands..to choose a new and better path for Scotland..rise up and build a prosperous and fairer nation.. What's not to be excited about! I never knew i could get so into politics..its good that folks are taking a real interest and finding out the facts on the economy and such. We are empowered by being proactive.I have trust issues and ...

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  • Journey of a Lifetime

    People say everything has a beginning, a middle and an end - usually in that order. I feel like my life had an end, a middle then a beginning - let me explain. My end was my beginning. It turns out ironically that the worst time in my life has led me to my new beginning. There was of course the 'middle' - the part in-between where I had to work pretty hard and make ...

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