• O To Feel So Powerless

    O someone calm me down from feeling so powerless and unable to carry on.I have tried and I have failed for the zenith time. I thought I was on a roll then it all came tumbling down to nothing as my powers seized up.I am left only with the wings of a broken Phoenix unable to fly out of its ashes....breakdown...recovery...breakdown...recovery, it flaps lamely.Rest is the only help but it ...

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    Tags:
    Anxiety,
    Depression,
    Helplessness
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  • There is Freedom-Reach Out-Ask for Help

    I remember how hard the struggle was to admit I had a problem. My pride and delusional thinking always wanted to overpower the reality. My alcohol use was numbing my pain. Flowing through my bloodstream like a vicious cycle of raging vengeance that gave me a fearless feeling of confidence and strength. When the alcohol wasn’t present, the reality set in. I was sad, depressed, and fucking hopeless. I felt like a worthless piece of ...

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    Tags:
    hopeless,
    Hopeless,
    addiction,
    Alcoholism,
    stress
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  • Straggler

    Its been 8 years. 8 long years... How have I survived this long? The urge to end it all comes and goes, yet when I reach my highest, I am still unhappy. I should be happy, not much is going wrong in my life and most things are going right. I work nights, earning my meals while dragging my heels, alright money. My parents are there for me and I have 3 very good friends ...

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    Tags:
    depression,
    Helplessness