• Comfy

    A short poem about the most recent time I felt truly happy. The single glazingbarely keeps outthe cold,the rain,the wind.We're using blanketsand hot water bottlessince the power went out. There's a stabbing painin my hips.Your tailboneis piercing my thighyour elbow is a daggerin my collar bone.My shoulder is twistedaround your neck.My neck aches,my arms are asleepand this movie is terrible. But as you perch yourself on melike a fussy catfinding a warm spoton a comfyfreshly made bed;even though ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    love
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  • One being of happiness

    A lot of things tend to make me happy, but the number one thing has to be cats. I own three currently and each one is my baby, my favourite is Tigger, he's the oldest and just turned 9 years old. I adopted him in 2009 not too long after my gran died and I went through difficulties in coping, he was one of the things I got during that time ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    me,
    makes,
    what
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  • Where's My Happiness

    Many pages have been filled with countless scenarios of being unhappy; our newspapers, cinemas and televisions continually spew their interpretations into our all-inviting minds. This all-consuming sadness can cloud and envelop those moments of feeling less unhappy BUT are these truly moments or does the spewing mask possibe longer minutes of happiness? Perhaps these moments of happiness are lost as we seek an all-consuming ecstatic and joyous elation to last forever; why do we seek what ...

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    Tags:
    sadness,
    music,
    moments,
    bliss,
    dancing
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  • Strive, thrive and recovery

    My time was consumed with surviving and, on occasion, still is.To survive I must take the magic bullet, one that courses through my body annihilating everything awake, only those who slumber survive. There comes a time of awakening in my body and then both mind and body must strive to survive. My every unshot cell wants to live, at this discovery point, I thrive! I am altered but I continue to thrive into my new ...

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    Tags:
    alive,
    survive,
    thrive,
    happy,
    recovery
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  • When you see me........

    My face:My face is not pretty, but it's the only one I've got.Since childhood I have been told to 'cheer up', 'whats up with you', 'get out of bed on the wrong side then', 'oh, you look happy at school/work',  'it might never happen'.I have what is termed as a hangdog expression, bit like droopy dog (look him up) or Eeyore, so even if I feel ok, fine, good I still get the comments.Yes it ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    sad,
    Face
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  • I want to be me

    I want to be confident, I used to be that girl. Back in high school and college I was so cocky and small-minded that nothing bothered me. I was confident in myself and roughly confident in how I looked (lets be realistic no one is confident with how they look ever day). Then after two years of college I was kicked out for being too cocky. Within two weeks I had four jobs to support ...

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    Tags:
    depression,
    happy,
    feelings,
    me
  • 3-31-2017

    I don't know where to start. I don't want to make myself seem more sad than I actually am. I don't know how I feel sometimes so I just say that I'm sad. I don't know if I'm sad or just bored of life right now. I don't know why I'm here. I don't know why I'm writing this right now. But I have nothing to do and I can't stop thinking and I found ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    Thinking,
    Sad
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  • Saved Draft

    As I sit at my computer desk pondering life. I can hear the birds tweeting outside the window. Its getting darker now. Night is coming. If this desk could talk it would speak of grueling hours of studying. Completing high school homework and studying. Then all those hours of college work then finally the grueling hours of university work. All of which is rewarding. The desk is marked with hairline scratches. All of which will ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    dreams,
    reflection,
    thoughts
  • Is this ok?

    You know when there's certain things in your life that happen and you're not sure how you should be feeling?? Take my last post for example, with everything going on (although not alot happening atm as people still need telling before I start the process) I should be feeling scared, nervous, upset..........................well its how I think I should be feeling HOWEVER this morning I woke up in a fab mood and I'm all smiley and ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    complex,
    feelings,
    strange,
    confusion
  • Health in Mind

    I'm currently volunteering for the charity Health in Mind (ironic huh) but I actually love it!! I have the freedom to arrange these really cool events, the office staff are amazing and I love being there. I feel relaxed and at home. I'm so glad that I have found something that makes me want to get up in the morning and that I actually have some self worth.............. now if only I could find a ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    charity,
    self-worth,
    volunteering
  • happiness?

    A few months ago my therapist asked me to write out a weekly schedule, with the intention of looking at how I was managing my time. I wrote down a list of daily activities, the mundane day to day things that makes one feel like a 'normal' functioning human being; things such as 'brush teeth' and 'change cat litter tray'. I put them in an order that I felt would make me look capable and ...

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    Tags:
    happy