• Jim Jam Day

    Here we go again. The only full day my fiancée and I have together and we spend the day asleep. I then think its a ruined day but my fiancée seems cool with it. She says its great to have a day in bed when shes been out working all week. I just think we could have been out and doing something even though its raining and the money we have has been appointed to ...

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    Tags:
    Engagement,
    Work,
    FedUp,
    Fiancee,
    Girlfriend
  • My Engagement Ring

    After proposing to my Girlfriend the other day and her saying yes. I gave her, her ring which she loved and really didn't expect it. We then booked our venue for our engagement party which is at the beginning of September. On Saturday my fiancée and I went to Belfast to the Titanic exhibition and on the boat on the way over my fiancée then produced a ring for me. I was so surprised and ...

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    Tags:
    Engagement,
    Recovery,
    Fiancee,
    Girlfriend,
    Day Trip
  • I Proposed

    Yesterday I proposed to my Girlfriend. She had a rough weekend and while I had so much time to spare while she was working I spent the weekend picking a ring and I picked it up on Sunday. I was planning on proposing to her next weekend when we go to the titanic exhibition in Belfast but I came up with a better idea. In my girlfriends kitchen she has a little chalk board that ...

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    Tags:
    Engagement,
    Yes,
    Propose,
    Proposal,
    Girlfriend
  • Silence

    The house is empty, not empty meaning no furniture but empty as in there is one body less than there normally is, The house so quiet that I can hear the kids screaming and playing in the street, That 1 body less makes a difference, It is the difference between a house filled with laughter and smiles and a house that is quiet. The dogs have their presence but still it is quiet with them ...

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    Tags:
    Dog,
    Partner,
    Silence,
    Dogs,
    Work
  • Today I Thrived not just survived

    Today I done a little more than survived, I thrived a little. I got up and had a shower so that is a good thing. I dropped my girlfriend off at the train station as she has work and I had plans to spend the day with my mum. I picked mum up at 1pm and we went to a café for lunch. We then went a drive to some stores looking for some plants ...

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    Tags:
    Plants,
    Thrive,
    Gardening,
    Girlfriend,
    Mum
  • 2.30am Ramblings

    Its 2.30am and I am awake. I havn't seen this time much in the past year. Since getting out of the psych ward last July and given new meds my sleep has rarely been a problem. I have a blocked nose which has bunged up my sinuses and I feel like I have a cold. I am at my girlfriends house and have just had to get up and go through Into the living room ...

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    Tags:
    Self-Harm,
    Hospital,
    Insomnia,
    Agitated,
    Ill