• Regret

    Regret postpones lifeIt holds you in the past like a viceTakes a hold and won't let goEats you up and takes your soul But you have to live life with no regretAnd look to the future you haven't lived yetI have some time left that isn't in the pastI"m going to make my future last The past is our knowledge and the present our mistakeThe future we always leave too lateBut i have come to my sensesAnd i'm ...

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    the,
    future
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  • Inspiration

    Blaine is my inspirationHe is also my determinationTo overcome my struggled pastAnd get busy living.....fast I want to see his future unfoldI want to see him as i grow oldFrom the first word he says To his first school days To see him become whatever he desiresAnd see him light his life's firesTo watch him look to the skies aboveTo see him smile and find true love I want Blaine to know he can wake up the nationBlaine will always ...

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  • Pinpricks

    Needless needles all over my skin.They're hot and cold and I can't settle.Black, filling the gaps. Wish it swallowed them.Beetles. Biting, scratching at my thoughts.I calm and they swarm. Sludge, filling the gaps. Wish it drowned them.I can't stop. I can't start. can't breathe. I can't choose.No dreams. No future. Just a ghost.Anxious. Depressed. Frustrated. Sick. Sad. Weak. I wish I could see in the dark. 

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    Anxiety,
    Depression,
    Pain,
    future
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  • Freedom

    To be broken or to break?To love or to hate?To give or to take?Or to simply forsake? The world still spins roundBut where’s love to be found? In the touch of a motherin the helping of anotherRegardless of raceDespite the difficulties we face We must unite togetherFace this evilBreak it down Freedom can winTake over from sinDefine a new strategy Get rid of our apathy No place for the fascists In a land of the freeEducation for the massesThat simply must be No ...

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    hope,
    future
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  • An Old Skin

    A reflex to look backwards,just to be sure it's not still trailing,it's not catching up on me.Me: it's betrayer.An old skin,worn and peeling.I run my hands over myselfI reassure myself at least three times a daythat it hasn't made it's wayback there, behind my eyes,an old, dead self.Young and dying. Brittle skin,hard enough to crack, I watch out for the slow hardening,the scales appearing.Soften to myself,flesh too soft to break,but stretch and train its shape. 

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    sense of self,
    recovery,
    future
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  • What's Inside

     “It’s not a tale, but a story that is constantly being written.”It’s not enough to simply see you from the outside. It’s easily enough to appreciate your strength, but that falls short from what they can’t see. You can’t fully appreciate the story when you only know the ending. What people don’t see will open their eyes forever. Those who share a similar understanding will find their way. How struggle and triumph lay just beyond ...

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    positivity,
    self love,
    encouragement,
    strength,
    future
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  • My Story: Overcoming of a Storm

    “Getting lost in the darkness while it’s staring back at you is something that stays with you. I am scared to enter the night with loneliness by my side. It takes my hand and leads me into an unfortunate familiar place. Many of my questions are left unknown. I find myself wandering blindly into the future. It’s hard to admit it, but I’m scared. Not knowing when and how severe the next attack is, is ...

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    recovery,
    anxiety,
    self love,
    hope,
    future
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