• Weighted realignment

     A journey towards recovery, wherever was I to begin?Obstacles everywhere, showing zero sign of growing thin,Suffocation breeding from every which way,An indictment was made against my mentality This is hopeless This is agony The pressure caving me in, Relentlessy...pounding, knocking, chapping all the wrong doors,I could fill twenty buckets with all the anxiety ridden sweat falling from my pores Denial, shame, non existent self esteem, it's all there But eventually, finally, willinglyA moment, revelation, I find a path,This great wall, zu noch größerer ...

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    courage,
    Weight of the mind,
    embrace,
    realignment
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  • Every Single Failure

    I collected secrets daily.I promised mysef that each was the last. A promise that lasted a day, then needed replaced.I filled up with these discarded promises, 'til I was brimming. Sickened,locked in a chamber with all my daily failures, and they summed me up.I could not see myself as anything otherthan the sum of all these parts. I kept them there, inside a feeble belief I could digest them all myself,that eventually this mass of broken promises, failures, ...

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    Tags:
    sense of self,
    self-knowledge,
    recovery,
    courage,
    truth
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  • TRUST IN GOD

    So here it is, my letter to God. Dear God, I asked for strength, and you gave me difficulties to make me strong. I asked for wisdom, and you gave me problems to solve. I asked for prosperity, and you gave me brain and brawn to work. I asked for courage, you gave me danger to overcome. I asked for love, you gave me troubled people to help. I asked for favours, and you gave ...

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    Tags:
    courage,
    love,
    strength,
    God,
    opportunities
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