• Psychotic psychicness

    Is it an osmorphfic psychosisOr is it a gender transfusionI battle with this daily In my psychic confusion Do you feel this wayOr is it only meI’d really like to knowTo help me find my way x 

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    confusion
  • Me

    Looking backI see myselfLooking in Looking in too farI’ve lost myself Need to tear myself apartTo remouldAnd rearrange Put me back togetherRe-piece who I seeWhat she means To me Make me completeSo I can competeOn the same level As you No mask neededIn a war With oneself No need to heedWhat we’re told we needIn this game Of to and fro Let it go.     

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    identity,
    confusion
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  • Ego

    I’m a big ball of egoWrapped up in a blanket Of zeroUnable to partake orEquate a straight lineToo difficult to permeateThrough to youI’m stuck Are you?

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    confusion
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  • Circled by confusion

    Circled by confusion Dissolving water, earth and fireIts higher than the airA process of engulfingThis ameobaIs enlargingAs it sticksTo what it's searching for A state of what is notIn a place where it must beSo to outer space I place it Castaway from the here and nowTo take me from the lightAn interplanetary trip An envelope of cosmic rays Surrounded by this unityA merging of solidity Atomical transfer - mystery To outer space I'm placed A barren landscape lies untouchedAs a cry of fear ...

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    coping strategies,
    confusion,
    Poem
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  • Is this ok?

    You know when there's certain things in your life that happen and you're not sure how you should be feeling?? Take my last post for example, with everything going on (although not alot happening atm as people still need telling before I start the process) I should be feeling scared, nervous, upset..........................well its how I think I should be feeling HOWEVER this morning I woke up in a fab mood and I'm all smiley and ...

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    Tags:
    happy,
    complex,
    feelings,
    strange,
    confusion