My Experience of Anger to Date...
I haven't felt anger for years, I've managed to numb myself from it. I was always told to not get angry! A forbidden emotion when I was growing up. If I did get angry, I was made to feel completely and utterly ashamed with myself and I came to the conclusion I was bad. This dynamic was perpetrated by my family. Who btw were allowed to express this emotion and usually I was their sitting duck, the ...read more
My conscience must balance the following personal equation to zero. It goes... I would have welcomed less and existed better in a more equal and more truthfully, transparent society. And then… however I would now recoil at having less in a less equal and increasingly more unfair world as I experience its injustice like a whip.As fairness and unfairness and the equality and inequality, along with the truth move up and down in politician's voices ...read more
The Wild One
Anger to me is a useful tool, if used in the right wayWhat angers me most is people who forget their roots, and the way they were brought upChange is good, if it benefits your wellbeing, and does not put upon othersI have always been one for the underdog, and people who can't put their case forwardWhen I was at St Vincents College, Langbank, I will always remember the Bishop AbulaSaying to me, what are ...read more
Cage (War Inside My Head)
Please Note: This Story Discusses Suicide. Why are you still here? Was there ever a time when you weren't? I never asked for you to be here, why can't you go away? You say that you're my ally and that you're my only friend, why do you corrupt me? They're not against me. You have a silver tongue that tells me lies, yet when I try to overpower you and resist, I always lose. You ...read more
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother with twitter. I have had a good day but there are people on there who just want to be bitchy. I am not a person to hold my tongue so I normally end up in a heated debate with someone. It frustrates me how the internet makes people so "brave" because they are behind a computer screen. I am the same online as I am offline and everyone ...read more