My Sense of Condition and Community

The man behind his own tender emotional sequence is wise to accept the reality of help from those around him even when it seems to him jaded with repetition but not lacking in love.

I am a human being with a symphony of abstract emotional heart beats. These can be listened to or accommodated and nursed to a better place if I have the good fortune to receive a support when I need it.

So what do I do to continually help myself out of the help allotted to me?

I know by experience that by the work of my heart, which is the good health of my illness, I can be rescued from doom, again and again.

This is accomplished by a miracle of endurance and resilience within the good will of others.

I am not cured but I am spirited because I am always trying in the world and believing in something greater than myself. Which somehow makes things better even when visited by the shock of unexpected adversities which may be prolonged.

So there is a certain amount of balance when at the table with others and when operating on my own. As to be as independent as possible despite the affliction and to be ready to help.

My life is imperfect and I admit my failings while fearfully believing I am wasting my time on being ill and imagining I should have some other life. Where my orientation to work is free from the disabling affects of mental illness.

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O To Pursue The New

Pursuing new things is exhausting and taxes the emotions of my illness. I am aware that others may always be doing and trying new things. I can not keep up with them.I would be happy with a few new things every now and then. I would be h...

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An Ode To Livid Fathers

So I was born to adult life with a damaged money gene to provide with? To the incandescent rage of my father and to the consternation of my contemporaries! Excruciating!So I am glad I got myself baptised with this faulty treasure. I say,...

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The Fires Of The Day

O, to possess a talent for lasting the whole day, week, month or year!Those monolithic fortresses are gifts I can only hope to admire.I may never realise them securely.I work, I am strong but it does not last, I am consumed...

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My Positive Perspective on My Journey

A POSITIVE UPDATE ON MY RECOVERYIts been a few months now since I have written anything as at the time I was revisiting areas which require more input from counselling which I am still awaiting.  An upda...

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Being My Own Best Friend

being my own best friend. I often think what it would be like if I could be as nice and kind to myself as I am to others?Enormous amounts of physical and mental energy goes into helping others - in my world anyway...

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Balance and Peace

JUNFEI HU is in front of lake and there is a willow in the centre of island. He is the Guardian of earth. His power is from authority of stone succeeded from nature. His dream is making the world peace. He claimed he is peace maker and now he...

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