10 years

Too long the pain of self inflicted misery 
Had me stuck behind a wall of avoidant behaviour 
A rhythm in mismanagement 
For my lack of action, I didn't deserve any sympathy 

But how can one be questioned,
When the subject at hand embodies grief larger than our land
A man is made of many things, courage does not just befall him
Harbour no ill feeling
For time will always be your friend 

This is my destiny 
Cracks finally appearing 
The question remains, until the very end, 
What will I feel, how will I feel
Until there is no spark left in my curiosity 

Recently, I discovered an opening 
I can never stress enough 
The importance of a foundation
To easier cope with all topics tough 

We've yet to hit the first session 
Yet my energy has already began depleting 
This will be the hardest thing I've ever done 
Though let it be known, I will never fear greeting, nor give in

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