why so heavy?

Wish I could just focus on what I know I need to do, without this crushing burden of self-doubt, pessimism and despondence. Wish I could be fine with whatever the day brings and not get so easily discouraged or thrown off track. Wish I could find the pause button.  

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An oddity in a world of strange

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