Me

i'm looking around and all i can see

are people all standing and staring at me

i think they can see all the bad in my head

That they see all my thoughts causes feelings of dread.

When i look at this deeper and dig down inside

These thoughts that surround me im not trying to hide

Yet thoughts from the past cause the future to mould

and its something quite different and fousty and old.

As i learn to accept that im who i should be

theres a feeling of calm coming down over me

I know im not perfect but i can fly free

as long as i stay this best version of me.

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