Artificial Intelligence

BIt by bit, atom by atom, I'm being broken down. Double helix separating, tearing me apart. I don't feel human anymore. Half robot half zombie, I stumble on. I reject human contact, their complexities scare and bemuse me. I'm impervious to their emotional states, or so I think. Wires cross, my artificial intelligence short circuits. Numbness giving way to the grasp of pins and needles. Brain and body overloaded, my faulty wiring can't cope with the rush.

With the rush comes the flood. Tears rust away the metal, revealing skin and bone. I'm jolted back to human from just being. My DNA's reprogramming, my sense of self reshaping. Out with the old, in with the new. New mindset, new focus. New journey to conquer with my all seeing eyes. I was built to be robust enough to withstand the bug, hold it at bay. I'm no longer walking willingly into the virus' snare. 

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The core of me

I peel back a layer of myself one at a time. I wait for the sting to reach my eyes, to reach your eyes. If I peel them all back will you like the core of me? The rough and tough part, the part where the seeds of my past reside. Will you take ca...

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#connection,
#powerofvulnerability
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Your Translucent Bones

StillnessI catch your piece of mind as I skip my next breath.We listen to the silence as we're caught between two worlds.Unfolding as opposites in an overwhelming void.DriftingYou left your feelings behind...

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#growth,
#grief
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Gambler's Anonymous

I spin the wheel, there it goes, my turbulent mood dependant on the speed and force. It lands on the red. I debt again. The anger subsides as the negativity consumes. I gambled my sanity and lost again. Left to chance, I repeat the cycle over a...

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#recovery,
#resilience
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The Inner Critic

My inner Critic Confusion reigns, what do i feelJust what if anything is realI'm stupid, its futille, i always think the sameI need to find a way to get my head...

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#free,
#happytobeme
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Ups and Frowns

Ups and Frowns Recovery is ongoing,There often is no end,Many things i require,To help my head mend, Life is undulating,Like the geography of the land,Like the cycle of the...

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Future changes

 When I was small,I had no worries at all.On the back of my mother and father,I got all the love, knowledge, stregnth and security I could gather. Then BANG!!!My new life had began.At o...

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