You're supposed to be my friend

I'd like to trust that you'll be there for me no matter what. Waiting with a cuddle, not judging or criticising, just friendship. Why can't I do that? Why have I felt completely alone for such a long time? I am lonely and sad and I feel like I've lost almost everyone and you're still not there for me. If I stop I'm certain it would be the end for us, so should I?, or should I keep flogging a dead horse? I am the one who needs help, I need to be lifted up, I need love. I don't want to be sensible I want to be comforted. 

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One whole year

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One whole year

When we started I never dreamed we'd be where we are now. Fleeting and fun but always special, is what I thought we were. A time to look back on and feel good about because it couldn't be all the time, no one is this happy all the time....

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