You're supposed to be my friend

I'd like to trust that you'll be there for me no matter what. Waiting with a cuddle, not judging or criticising, just friendship. Why can't I do that? Why have I felt completely alone for such a long time? I am lonely and sad and I feel like I've lost almost everyone and you're still not there for me. If I stop I'm certain it would be the end for us, so should I?, or should I keep flogging a dead horse? I am the one who needs help, I need to be lifted up, I need love. I don't want to be sensible I want to be comforted. 

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One whole year

When we started I never dreamed we'd be where we are now. Fleeting and fun but always special, is what I thought we were. A time to look back on and feel good about because it couldn't be all the time, no one is this happy all the time....

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Love
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I Am And I Am Not

How do I manage fluctuating strength? By routinely testing my can and can't do capacity. I try to maintain a steady well-being under varying degrees of stress. When, then, is it safe to unlock my will power?It takes discernment, judg...

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coping,
strategies
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The core of me

I peel back a layer of myself one at a time. I wait for the sting to reach my eyes, to reach your eyes. If I peel them all back will you like the core of me? The rough and tough part, the part where the seeds of my past reside. Will you take ca...

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#connection,
#powerofvulnerability
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Your Translucent Bones

StillnessI catch your piece of mind as I skip my next breath.We listen to the silence as we're caught between two worlds.Unfolding as opposites in an overwhelming void.DriftingYou left your feelings behind...

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#growth,
#grief
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