I cheated..

There was this guy, lets call him "George". Me and george dated for two years, and this summer i cheated on him. When i got sent to rehab, he found out from my bestfriend about it. The sad thing was i was under the influence both of the times. One of the times, was with his bestfriend. The other was with some other dude i barely knew. And i regret it so much, but i cannot get him back. He was the guy for me, and i let drugs and alcohol get the best of me and ruin my relationships with friends/family. No words can explain how much remorse i feel. I was typically the one to get fucked over, but now i am the one who fucked someone over. and i feel like a terrible person for it, because being a 15 year old girl, going through as much as i am right now, i wouldnt think that i could cheat on someone... I miss him, and i know we will never get it back.

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