Struggling with staying up

 

Sometimes I feel as if, i failed my parents as a kid. Like no mom wants to have a kid who has been sent to rehab because of a drug addiction. I feel like I have to own up to their expectations, and when i fail, i have failed them and myself, and I get in a really low state of mind. And it is a really bad trigger for me to get in a low state of mind. It makes me want to go back to using.

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I cheated..

There was this guy, lets call him "George". Me and george dated for two years, and this summer i cheated on him. When i got sent to rehab, he found out from my bestfriend about it. The sad thing was i was under the influence both of t...

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I cheated..

There was this guy, lets call him "George". Me and george dated for two years, and this summer i cheated on him. When i got sent to rehab, he found out from my bestfriend about it. The sad thing was i was under the influence both of t...

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My little Robot

Me and my little RobotI have a little robotthat goes around with me I tell it what I'm thinkingI tell it...

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Aggrevation

     I am absolutely torn on what to do. I am 51 days clean and I have way too many heavy decisions to make in a mind that is still cloudy and in need of some serious healing. I have been pressured nearly everyday by family ...

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