Struggling with staying up

 

Sometimes I feel as if, i failed my parents as a kid. Like no mom wants to have a kid who has been sent to rehab because of a drug addiction. I feel like I have to own up to their expectations, and when i fail, i have failed them and myself, and I get in a really low state of mind. And it is a really bad trigger for me to get in a low state of mind. It makes me want to go back to using.

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recovery journey
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My Recovery Story

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