A force inside my mind,
inside my chest,
a force that feels something like pain,
but not quite,
something like fear,
urges me to go.
How much will I surrender to this feeling,
this foreign part that comes from me,
but is not me.
Is not welcome.
This feeling speaks a urgent language,
it speaks to me in ultimatums
about what I can and cannot endure.
It says 'enough' several times a day,
but I don't leave when it says leave.
I don't give in when it tells me to.
And I think I can out stare it.
I can endure what it says I can't.
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