O To Feel So Powerless

O someone calm me down from feeling so powerless and unable to carry on.

I have tried and I have failed for the zenith time. I thought I was on a roll then it all came tumbling down to nothing as my powers seized up.

I am left only with the wings of a broken Phoenix unable to fly out of its ashes.

...breakdown...recovery...breakdown...recovery, it flaps lamely.

Rest is the only help but it takes up so much valuable time compared to the motions of reality.

O the misery of repetition. Here I am again.

Add your reaction
  • 3
  • 0
  • 1
  • 0

Spirit Of Low Self-Esteem

Part of my work within my conscience is to separate a spirit of low self-esteem which is a symptom of my illness from the spiritual experience of lowliness which I get from the Lord. And not to confuse the two of them.I can willingly acc...

read more
Tags:
of,
self
  • 1
  • 0
  • 2
  • 0

Wintry Soul

Reflecting on my experience with reality I conclude that for me it runs on being able to maintain adequate economic support in a failing climate with my three spiritual fuels or capacities, namely; hope, faith and love.So I say earnestly...

read more
Tags:
taking,
control
  • 0
  • 1
  • 2
  • 2

I Am And I Am Not

How do I manage fluctuating strength? By routinely testing my can and can't do capacity. I try to maintain a steady well-being under varying degrees of stress. When, then, is it safe to unlock my will power?It takes discernment, judg...

read more
Tags:
coping,
strategies
  • 1
  • 0
  • 2
  • 0

An oddity in a world of strange

I don't quite have the right sides to fit in. Maybe if I had straighter edges, less curved parts that stick out and show me off to the world. I attempt to remould, change attitudes and behaviours all to get those straight lines. Then, ...

read more
Tags:
#vulnerability,
#connecting
  • 0
  • 1
  • 1
  • 0

Qckbrst1

Quick burst!Get it down, get it out, quick, Before you for.That'll do, practice the discipline, get in the habit for when you need it.

read more
Tags:
Quick,
burst
  • 0
  • 0
  • 1
  • 0

Spirit Of Low Self-Esteem

Part of my work within my conscience is to separate a spirit of low self-esteem which is a symptom of my illness from the spiritual experience of lowliness which I get from the Lord. And not to confuse the two of them.I can willingly acc...

read more
Tags:
of,
self
  • 1
  • 0
  • 2
  • 0