Are you ok?

Are you ok?

Three words that have an obvious answer after this past week. No I'm not ok!! I spent 4 hours at a police station giving a video statement about my abuse as a child.
I had to tell me family and friends what had happened to me so that my support circle was clued up (granted not in as much detail but still god damn difficult)

Im mentally, physically and emotionally drained and I have no idea how to pick myself up from it.

I will though but at this precise moment I just want to eat and sleep!! But nope one more conversation before I go to bed then I am having a couple days of not talking to anyone because I am actually fed up of talking

I know i have done the right thing but you know when you think you should never have opened that can of worms........... I totally wish I had just put it back on the shelf

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