ADHD, PTSD, ANXIETY

I am really struggling at the moment, I feel so down.

Lately my anixety has been really, really bad. Everything is setting me off into a blur of not being able to breathe, not being able to see straight. Not being able to cope.

 

People are convinced I have ADHD as well. Do you have any idea how it feels having people judge me and say I have this problem and that problem. No one understands what it is like being me. No one even tries too.


I am almost 21 adults don't get ADHD do they? I thought it was something kids got. What if no one believes me? What if they can't do anything for that just like they can't for my PTSD? Or my Aniexty? Or my Panic Attacks? I get no help. I need help.

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Grinch

I am so annoyed.How can hospitals mess up so badly? How can they make one person go through 3 heart operations in four weeks? How can he keep getting infected?Why can't he be the happy, healthy man he should be. Why is life so...

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Surviving...ish

I think surviving is what I am doing right now. It wasn't always this way all the time but now I feel like I am sufforcating, drowing in a pit of dispair. I have no way to get to the surface. No way to get out of this dark hole that my life...

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Panic Attacks

They started with a bang. Literally. My heart pounded, I felt like I was going to faint, and I sat, shaking, sure that I was having a heart attack. I was 16 experiencing my first panic attack. I don't know what triggered it, I was in colleg...

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The injustice of not being heard, seen, validated.

I remember one day in primary school. It must have had quite the impact because I've never forgotten it (40 odd years later, give or take ;-)We were doing some sort of spelling/geography quiz....name a place and ask someone to spell ...

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anger,
childhood
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My Experience of Anger to Date...

I haven't felt anger for years, I've managed to numb myself from it.  I was always told to not get angry! A forbidden emotion when I was growing up.  If I did get angry, I was made to feel completely and utterly ashamed w...

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Hope,
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The Deepest Sorrow

I wish I felt anything but anger when I see a pregnant woman, affectionately caressing the home in which her baby grows safely. Pain wears the veil of anger so as not to be seen. It buries itself deep in the heart of me where it is safe fr...

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anger
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