Sad or Pathetic?

Do you ever feel like you are stuck? Like everyone around you is doing so well in life and succeeding in everything they do? I am in a job I used to LOVE. Like seriously I was one of those people that was so happy with my job and life. Then at some point maybe even before my accident, my life hit a wall. \

Now don't get me wrong, I am still happy I think. I have a wonderful boyfriend that does everything he can for me but I know I am starting to get him down too. My family are all ok but not one of them knows about how I am coping. They think I am the same happy, bubbly person I have always been. But that isn't me anymore. I am different, dark and the only word I really know how to describe how I feel is sad. I don't know if I am actually sad or depressed or emotional or anxiety ridden or just pathetic. I feel pathetic. Why can't I cope? Will I always be like this? please please please say no...

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Grinch

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Surviving...ish

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unforgiving

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Pain inheritance

I'm so angry with you, mum and dad and my family growing up. It's ruined the 41 and a bit years of my life so far but I'm not gonna let it ruin the rest of it. Why couldn't you have confronted and sorted out your own problems an...

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