New Experiences

Everyone else wants to take new experiences With both hands. Sometimes I'm scared to clutch on to that dream. For security because I am scared to go out my safety zone and incase the dream is yanked out my hands.

I am going to try experiences new events. That's what will give me confidence

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Drinking

I don't like swearing. I just don't like it. I get swore at when you are angry. Usually when you are angry you might also have been drinking. I don't like the tone of your voice when you have been drinking. I don't like the way ...

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alcohol

Supportive

The people that I do rely on the most is my friends and family. They have been there for me through thick and thin. They are always there encouraging me on. Being my cheerleaders on the sidelines. I am so thankful to have such great family and fri...

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peer support,
support

Arguments

"You's don't do nothing" a continuous phrase droned on and on within our house. Well thanks for just putting me down. I don't need you to do that as I can put myself down quite fine. You can't just shout all the time or moan and groan. If you do t...

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I'd like to breathe

I've been talking with various people. Friends. Aquaintances. They know my situation. My daughter has just started school and I'm beginning to come out of my shell in the sense of becoming more comfortable with her at school.The dis-att...

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#selfharm
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Path Dependancy

Here I am, in a city that I have looked forward to moving for a very long time, sitting on a comfy chair next this beautiful French balcony and keeping my brain busy trying to figure out what is wrong again while my eyes are goin...

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Mummy's Minor Car Crash

My little girl has just gone to school...and I feel ...as I've been saying over and over in the last week she's been there, like I've experienced a minor car crash. I go from feeling numb to the strange anticipation of my own happin...

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