Hello hope my old friend.....you tease

As the civil war within my mind rages on darkness prevails, emptiness and loneliness as its allies. This morning however, hope has laid her seed, I pray it blooms. I woke to the all too familiar feeling of anxiety, an inability to lift my head from the pillow. I'd been here many times before, and not moved for hours even days.

A battle sprung within, a fierce back and forth of thoughts, blows traded between the powerful emotions. Today though unlike so many others, I got up and dragged myself from the pits of the darkness. I now sit here a few hours later sharing my story, today hope wins and I try to look forward to a future brighter than my past.

I have been teased and disappointed before though.

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