Fighting self sabotage!

I hit success today, I managed to do what I set out to do. Even though my inner (shall we call it demon? Well it is that annoying - not a real voice by the way, just my subconscious)voice was screaming at me to give up because it's just too much hard work. I would call myself lazy, but it wouldn't be true it's more like a lack of self belief, inspiration and motivation really (plus I weirdly like hard work, it always leaves you with a greater sense of achievement).
Anyways, I kept fighting and I achieved something I was pleased with. Keep fighting against your self sabotaging tendencies and you can do it too šŸ˜Š

Be well, Jittersgirl

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