Surprise!

When I first "got help", it was more to prove to myself that I was beyond help, but to do that I had to make a serious effort, no cheating or half-measures. I would show me, so I would.

Turns out I'm not beyond help. I won't pretend my mental health is perfect but I truly feel like the worst is behind me, and getting further away every day.

Never saw that coming tbh. Now to find out what comes next.

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