Welcome to the world of pain and suffering

Sweet dreams were broken
When I looked up to the sky
Hateful words spoken
I thought to say my goodbyes

When times were tough to strive
You've shattered my hopes of dreams and love
Left me weeping preparing to be hurt

I trusted you with my full life
Whilst you gave me so much pain
But, things from your side were different
Of putting all the blame
I thought things would change
But, instead became more estrange
I did not expect this from you
You were the closest of the few.

I felt for you so strong
A father figure never prolonged
When you ruined my trust
All you left behind was pain and disgust

Why are you doing this to me
I am too ashamed to see
Your betrayal and guilt is left with me
The feelings have became so numb
The pain in my eyes, nothing seems good
Nothing seems wise

Caring, kind and loving
Is all I ever wanted
But, instead you left me haunted
What happened to cuddling and playing
The other kids having so much fun
Special lunches, trips galore
They had a daddy they could adore

But what about me, where was the love
Instead I got pushed and shoved
Il never trust anyone again,
After what you did and all that pain

I now feel bad for you
You will pay for your deed
The physical pain and memory lie beneath

I loved you and cared for you, down deep
Every time I think of you all I can do is,
Why are you doing this to me
I am too ashamed to see
Your betrayal and guilt is left with me

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