Can a mother ever truly love her son as no other woman in and out of his life out of his desperate need to be loved as no other son can be?

As I had to I have to find someone to love me when it can seem all too obvious that my mother doesn't love me anymore the way she must have loved me and she's forgotten how and why she had me suffer through her suffering in child birth as a torture like no other leading as a lead into out of all tortures and tortured astray as an ashtray beckon to heal the pain of a still birth as I am still here would you believe it almost seems like yesterday that I had people I could trust to help me be where I could do harm to myself while under their influence I made a stand for myself to more easily fall to my knees if not in prayer when everything we do is a prayer to God our mother earth and beyond the realms all comprehension?

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