Emotions

They will come
Every day
I expect them but they are still
Unexpected
They do not come in short bursts
They come in a huge overwhelming blast
No way out of my body
Sometimes I cry but
They don't come out in my tears
Automatically I bleed but
They don't come out in my blood
I panic
There are no distractions big enough to offer relief
I talk
Sometimes they ease
If I am alone
They intensify
No getting away from
Emotions

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The Stigma of BPD - Seen in Professionals

I was initially diagnosed with depression and after a while borderline personality disorder was diagnosed too. This is how I experienced the change in attitudes when this happened. I am depressed - we are here at any time I have BPD - stop was...

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depression
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Trying to Describe Emptiness

How can I write about and describe feeling empty and emotionless when those words imply that there is nothing there? Blank. I know I am distressed about 'feeling' this way but I can't feel that distress. I am disconnected from experiencing my emot...

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Pets

Since I was very young i've had to look after my family. It was hard work and I seemed to get nothing good from it other than knowing that my family was cared for. A voluntary organisation kept telling me to get a cat to improve my mental health ...

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Pets

Endings

EndingsA happy endingIs what I'm sendingTo all who have travelledAnd all who have babbledTo all who have spokenAnd to all who've been brokenIf a new chapter, with laughterIs what y...

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The Heroic Journey

The Heroic JourneyA/My Heroic JourneyA Hero's To Do ListToday - as they say"Do the right thing and the right thing will happen"Although as you may know, "Billy don't be a Hero" ..;.

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Vulnerability

VulnerabilitySelf talk/choices/affirmations, poetry... Vulnerability...You show me yours, and I'll show you mineIf we cannae find it, we will be fine...We can take our timeWho knows what will happen, down ...

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Vulnerability.
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