Broken Toy

Heal me
I cannot heal myself
Find me
Don't leave me here alone
You have left, for a while
I have been put in a box
Forgotten
A broken toy
Why mend me when there are
other perfect toys?
Ignore me
Smash me into pieces
it's all i'm worthy of
Scatter me in the ruins of
a once treasured land
I am too heavy to blow away
I will sink into the soil
No flowers will grow from my gloom
Do not walk on this ground
for it is cursed
The sun is too cold to melt me
I will not rot
I am made of plastic

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