Tiredness you got me!

I wake in the morning and feel refreshed.
I might not have plans but I hope something will inspire me and I will be off out to conquer the day,
But you take over me,
My body starts to feel heavy and my eyes struggle to stay opened.
I yawn uncontrollably.
Tiredness you are taking me down AGAIN.
But I havnt been out yet,
How can you possibly need to rest AGAIN?
Are you telling me today isn't worth being awake and living?
I go to sleep and will wake again tomorrow or when its safe to come out!

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