Silence

The house is empty, not empty meaning no furniture but empty as in there is one body less than there normally is,
The house so quiet that I can hear the kids screaming and playing in the street, That 1 body less makes a difference, It is the difference between a house filled with laughter and smiles and a house that is quiet.
The dogs have their presence but still it is quiet with them settled, I miss my other half when she is at work and back in her own town for the evening.
The silence can hurt, it can be dangerous for me.

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