I was initially diagnosed with depression and after a while borderline personality disorder was diagnosed too. This is how I experienced the change in attitudes when this happened.
I am depressed - we are here at any time
I have BPD - stop was...
How can I write about and describe feeling empty and emotionless when those words imply that there is nothing there? Blank. I know I am distressed about 'feeling' this way but I can't feel that distress. I am disconnected from experiencing my emot...
They will come
I expect them but they are still
They do not come in short bursts
They come in a huge overwhelming blast
No way out of my body
Sometimes I cry but
They don't come out in my tears
Automatically I bleed b...
Gaining useful, bona-fide experience from the work place with fluctuating mental health can be a daunting task. And I find it painful.Articulating the reality of hard earned experience and conveying my self worth at interviews often seem...