Emotions

Emotional waves of razors and glass
Thick, heavy darkness that will not pass
Trapped alone in a metal barred head
Going through the motions of the already dead
Unseen through layers of disguises and masks
Allowing the program to complete daily tasks
Anxious enough to jump out of my skin
Don't know where the parts end and where I begin
Feeling like a child and looking like a freak
No hope and no care, the future is bleak
Needing to be punished with cuts and with scars
Looking for solutions inside empty jars
No one seems to have a shoulder to lend
Each second closer to reaching the end

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The Stigma of BPD - Seen in Professionals

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Trying to Describe Emptiness

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Emotions

They will come Every day I expect them but they are still Unexpected They do not come in short bursts They come in a huge overwhelming blast No way out of my body Sometimes I cry but They don't come out in my tears Automatically I bleed b...

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lovely HIMself

Sunday M took 2 sleeping tablets by mistakelast night read more

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A Couple of Poems: A Ray of Hope

Please note; this story makes reference to suicide

A couple of poems...full of hope (hopefully)......An Agony IgnoredThose things, you know, they ripped apart my childish soulGreedily grabbed and pulled out its beating heartThey chew...

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something about astronauts and poo

 I stopped going to my dance class read more

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