unforgiving

yesterday

pouring down

something rotten

was supposed to go

for talk and city tour

but

did drama

instead


feel that I'm too much

inside my own head

and maybe 

I judge

other people

too much?

maybe we all do!


Mr R was there

he's attractive

and he

makes me laugh


I had coffee with him

and another lady

whose name

I kept forgetting


today

dashed out

to avoid M's cousin

who is helping him


the cousin

grabbed me

from behind

while I was 

washing up

 

it happened ages ago

 

I screamed at him


ever since

we've avoided

each other


like we both have

something contagious 


he says he has

a personality disorder

but

I am unforgiving!

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